#Before25

Today is the day that my blog goes live. :)

I've got two months left from this year and I want to prepare for 2016.

16 has always been my lucky number and I know deep inside myself that it's going to be the best year ever.

I have a lot of plans for myself and my future and I am full of hope that this challenging year will be over. This 2015 has been a bit rough on me, to the point that I reverted back to my "security blanket" habit of biting my nails. This was when I realized that I have to recover myself.

I have done it once, and I can do it again.

This year, I have realized that my family, my past, and my environment have planted all their seeds in me. Some have blossomed, some have grown, some have died. Now, I know that I can control which seeds to nurture, and which ones to let perish.

I am 19. This is my last year of being a teenager, and I have about 5 months left. I think its time to get my shit together.

I have realized that I am responsible for myself.
That I always have to be ready for change.
That I should not put myself and my future in other people's hands.
That only I control my destiny.
That my life is my choice.
That I can go a thousand places

I am Janessa. I have always called myself an individual, and this is my first real step to adulthood.

This is #Before25