What's my Next Move? | Life 2017

Now that I know where to start, let's crash them goals! Sort of.

For August, my main goal is to finish my Acads strong. My secondary goal is to blog daily.

To be honest, I feel like I'm going to be more successful with my secondary goal rather that my main one because I feel like I can't catch up with my classes. Lunod na lunod na ko. So many term papers to pass and I've written four words - my name. I seriously don't know what to do and I honestly just want this semester to pass. Really. I just want to start over but I know that won't help me at all because I have to learn how to finish what I started. *sigh*

I just can't find the motivation to write about the things I was studying. I mean, I am interested, but it has lost it's taste. It's become bland and boring and it's quite sad to be honest. I was so enthusiastic about all of this in the beginning and now it seems like I'm getting tired of it.

I feel so guilty feeling this way because I know this is an opportunity that I shouldn't pass up and that I should work harder because of the perks I'm getting. These should be empowering me, and not weighing me down. It used to, but I don't know what happened. Maybe I got burned out? Or is it the forever reason, "I lost focus." just like what my grandmother would say?

I am not really sure, but I would need to go back to wherever my zen zone was before all this mess. I have to regain control of myself.

Too much blabbing. Going back to my original topic...

August Priority Goal: Finish Acads strong
August Secondary Goal: Blog daily
August Mini Goal: Makeover

1. Haircut
Because my hair is being quite unmanageable. I've reached my desired hair length and I'm back to my original hair color, I just want the bleached part of my hair to grow out completely so that I can bleach it again (hehe, I miss my colorful hair). I'll maybe get a trim, some bands and treatment, maybe?

2. Derma Facial
I have not being taking care of myself at all these past few months, I have rarely touched my makeup, skincare and nice clothes that so much gunk has built up on my face. I'm even having pimples again! And instead of trying to heal it like before, I just don't give a damn. Even my daily routine is shit, I literally just shampoo-conditioner-soap done. I have not touched my moisturizer for weeks and that's really really crazy. My future wrinkly self will be flipping me off for this. But I've been keeping up my end with water intake though, so I hope I won't be that far off with the moisture thingy.

3. Mani/Pedi/Footspa/Body Scrub
As I've mentioned earlier, I've just been treating my body like junk for so long that I actually feel like junk. So I think I need some filing down and peeling the outer layer off to reveal a fresh new me. Chareng!

Still a lot of blab, but at least I was on topic?

I'm going to cut this here, because this has been wayyyy too long. I'll just post the other in depth goals on the start of the incoming months?

We'll see.

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