A Fresh Start | Life 2017

Ah, Sundays. The bane of my existence. The day I don't get a lot of sleep.

But Sunday, oh Sunday, you represent a new beginning that I can't resist. You represent the new start I crave so much. Not to mention that today is the Feast of the Transfiguration of the Lord. For the non-Catholics, this is symbolic because this is when Jesus showed that He is the link between human and God, and God solidifies this by declaring "This is my beloved Son, with whom I am well pleased; listen to him.".

I don't want to sound very preachy, but I just want to share how much I'm touched by the gospel today. It's like God's telling me that I should come back to Him and reunite with Him through His Son. Maybe this is also one of my missing pieces, one of the puzzle pieces that I have to claim in order to fill the void I have. Maybe He is indeed vital to me, and without Him, I am lost.

"Rise, and do not be afraid."

Maybe with Him, I will be able to rise from this pit that I've been digging myself. Maybe I need to be as courageous as I was before with saying that I believe in God and that I am not afraid to show my beliefs. Maybe with Him, I'll find the peace I crave.

All these maybes, so much maybes. But I guess this will only be answered by a church visit and a one-on-one talk with my Father.