I don’t know how to do this. I’m terrified that I’ve reached this point. How am I supposed to live with this amount of cash in my pocket?

If only I didn’t have to give, if only I’ve been out a long time ago I wouldn’t have to do this! Of all your choices I was always involved! In everything you do, damay lagi ako! What did I ever do to you? I thought I had the most wonderful life ever, that I was so prized and taken care of. But now that I’m older, I realized that wasn’t the case, because even my own father wished I wasn’t here.

I wanna get away. I wanna go away. I wish I wasn’t here. I wish from the start I just lived alone, away from you. We are not meant to stay together. You’ve done what you can do for me. You “raised” me till I was legal. I know that’s the end of the line for you. And so go ahead, live your own life and I’ll live mine. This is the last time that you’ll ever knock on my door and I’ll answer.

You made your own choices, and now I make mine. I know I sound so high and mighty and so conceited but that’s just how it is. I will reach all my dreams without you. I will fulfill all my promises without your help.

I will succeed without you, and when the time comes, hu u ka saken!

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