What's on my mind?

 Okay! First of all, I survived 12-21-12! :)

I really don't believe in that but, I thought that's just something I'd want to immortalize in my blog.

Well, this post is actually more about the title. '

I've got a lot of things going around in my head for a few days now..

What I wanna do, what I wanna accomplish, who I wanna be..

I want to be a Freelance Make Up Artist, heed the word freelance. Free.

I wanna be a model. Print, Runway, Fashion.

I wanna be a well known Wardrobe Stylist.

I wanna be a Fashion Photographer. Or just a photographer, anyway.

I wanna paint again.

I wanna write again.

I wanna record an album of all my songs.

I wanna sew new clothes.

I wanna try things out.

I want to be the best.

But then, I realize, do I really want all of these things?

Maybe I do, but knowing myself, I will never have the patience to do all of it. I have a very short term memory span, especially when I feel like I'm not doing any good.

I guess that's just the way I am. I guess I really am the little princess, expecting everyone to wait on me.

But you know what? I know I can overcome this.

I know I will do amazing things with my life.

As I welcome 2013 into my life, I also welcome new possibilities. New opportunities. New reasons to fight. To overcome. To set the world on fire.

I can do it, because I have people who love me. I have people who believe in me. I have people who trust in me. I have people who will me when I fall, no matter how many times, no matter how hard.

I say goodbye to 2012, maybe a little too early, but I am ready for the new year.

I say goodbye, but I will never forget.

After all, 2012 was one of my greatest years. It will be one of those years that I will tell my children and grandchildren and great grandchildren stories about.

It's the year I left the most transforming years of my life, the year I entered the world of college. The year I met the boy who puts the stars in my eyes.

2012 is my sweetest year.

2012 will forever be in my heart.

It may not be the best, but I know I will have better years.

With him by my side, together we will conquer the world hand in hand.

Behind a good man is a great woman, and behind a great woman is a gentleman, ready to catch her when she falls. That man is GOD. 

God Bless and Happy Holidays everyone. :)

Hugs, Nessa :*

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